Being a self harmer
Hi I am Aggelina 17 and I am from Greece..I'm dealing with depression,self harm,suicide thoughts and insomnia..I want you to know that you're not alone..I'm here for you whenever you need someone to talk to..Stay strong my loves }|{
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Anonymous asked: hey so I've been really depressed and having many suicidal thoughts market and my family doesn't seem to take me seriously, what should I do?


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In the begging my mom thought that I was trying to get her attention until I asked to go to the doctor..My psychiatrist told her that this is a very very serious situation that need to be taken care of immediately!That’s what I advise you to ask for help on your own..tell your parents that you need to see a doctor..it’s fine trust me!! stay strong }|{

Anonymous asked: Don't start cutting again! I love you, please know that


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I never stopped honey..I just eliminated it..

stay strong! I love you!! }|{

Anonymous asked: Scars have a part on your skin they aren't ugly theyre beautiful,they show the battles you've won...you've won the battle but you have yet to win the war so if you hang on and defeat the monsters in you then im guessing you win.have you talked to your mother as to why she is so distant?maybe if you talk about how you feel it'll help in a way if she doesnt accept your feelings maybe its time to show her what beautiful and strong person she became distant from stay strong for those who care❤️


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This really made me cry!! I am feeling blessed for having some of your time ( as lng as it takes you to type this message)..I am feeling blessed for crossing your mind and for your interest!! Things with My “mother” are very complicated..She is so angry at me because she thinks that I hate her..I don’t think that we are gonna be fine ever again…and truth is I don’t have the strength to fight for this relationship..I am so hurt and tired and trying to fix this is like trying to heal my wounds one day and the other cutting on the same place..I am feeling so lonely and that she doesn’t even care if I exist..and this is true even if it hurts me this is true..I don’t have a mother I never had and I will never have one..and this hurts me more than anything else because I’ll never feel loved and accepted..anyway..}|{

Anonymous asked: For some reason everytime i cut i feel like an attention-seeker but i dont show my cuts anymore cus when i showed my closest friend her face refelected horror so i keep it to myself but when i cut i hear this voice that tells me your an attention-whore or stuff like that and it makes me cut more its like i do it for punishment and relief of stress but when cut im always afraid to cut on the vain i dont know why and when it hurts so much i stop but i feel like an attention seeker&thevoice hurt me


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please don’t listen to that voice!! Not only because you’re not an attention-seeker but because you have to stop cutting! I’ve been in the same place..I didn’t want to tell anyone because I thought I was just trying to get their attention and the more I cut the more I thought so..As an example I got depression and social anxiety and insomnia and suicidal thoughts and I am bipolar too..Society made us think that we are useless and worthless and that we just need attention but this is not true..don’t listen to that voice and please for the love of God ask for help..don’t be afraid to do so babe!! Do it for yourself!!! Even if you think it’s for attention go and take it..take this attention..ask for help before it is too late honey..before you become like me! I don’t want you to be in this place!! =( I love you!! stay strong!! }|{

Anonymous asked: How did it it go with you and your mother after you turned 18? Ily


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Oh thank you sooooo much for caring and asking..things are very very bad..we aren’t talking at all…we just “live” in the same place but it feels like I am in jail..I am spending most of the day ( almost 20 hours a day) in my room so as to not see her..It’s horrible I am thinking of moving out but it’s very difficult  becaause I don’t have money or a job and I can’t get one because I’m taking my exams for the university again :( I think I have to be patient but it’s very very difficult because I am very sad and this makes me feel even worse and I started cutting again and it’s worse this time :( anyway…how are you love? }|{ 

Anonymous asked: I'm 2 months clean today, just wanted to tell someone! I'm actually proud of myself, and it's a looong time since I last said so :)


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I’m so proud of you too love <3 Well done!! It’s a very very good try!! Just keep fighting and stay strong..everything will be easier in the future trust me!! I’m always here love you }|{

Anonymous asked: It was never supposed to be like this I never wanted to be the girl that cried her self to sleep who had scars all over her arms and thighs I never wanted any of this I never wanted to have panick attacks over nothing I never wanted to hate myself as much as I do I never wanted to be sad I never wanted to thinking about dying it's like it'll never end no matter what I do


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Νo one wanted this my love..No one!! It  just happens..you can’t control it or stop it because you can’t believe that you’re depressed in the first place..you just have to realise that something’s wrong..that feeling sad the whole day or thinking about suicide or having panick attacks and anxiety over nothing is not normal..but it’s ok!! Nobody’s perfect and you have the right to be depressed and you know what?? I love depressed people!! I really do very very much..and you know why? because they are the most amazing and kind and warm and loving people I’ve ever met because they know what it feels like to feel lonely and have no one by your side so they are the best friends you can ever have because they will never let you down..they make everything they can to see you smiling and not feeling sad cause they know how much saddness hurts..I know because this is what I do..stay strng my lve and keep fighting I love you!!! }|{

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